Subject: Divine Healing, True or False? |
Bible Note: Dear Kimberly, Greetings to you, and blessings in Jesus' name! The last time we interacted, I only knew you as HeirofGod. I have read carefully this entire thread, and have tried to understand what you are saying. If you would allow me, I would like to add a word or two: First, I can't help but notice that your vision to go out and serve the Lord (seems to) have nothing at all to do with your local church or your pastor. If God is sending you out, His blessing will flow from the authority of those who are charged to shepherd you, not strangers and 'partners.' They will know you, and counsel you as no 'para-church' charlatan can. Though you may be in contact with your pastor on this (I don't know, as you have made no mention), your focus seems to be on 'outside' ministries. I apologize if I am wrong in this. Second, I did go out 15 years ago (to Japan), and still pastor a flock that God has gathered to me. I was sent out in my pastor's authority, but alas, my home church had no funds to support my family of three-and-one-on-the-way. The Lord spoke that I was to serve Him, and I believed Him. A Scripture that came to mind was, "For even when we were with you, we used to give you this order: if anyone will not work, neither let him eat." 2 Thessalonians 3:10 NASB. So I decided to come to Japan and work for Him. I had no job (or money) when I arrived, but had a few contacts and friends. But more than these, I had the faith that God had sent me, AND the will to work to make His word to me come to fruition. I have done many kinds of work over these 15 years, and continue to work that this small flock not be burdened. I have never solicited funds, nor has the Lord felt that I needed a 'special monetary blessing.' We get by, and His name is glorified in us. We have peace. I must say that your letters lack peace. Words of faith abound (no pun intended), but trust and satisfaction are absent. You seem determined to do a 'Big Thing' for God. (and to do this, you need a Big Handout) I'm not sure He wants that of you. A 'small thing' will please Him, if your heart is right. Please, put away the Christian Capitalist 'seed' thing. You already have all that is necessary to do His will. Please, don't tell me how you 'need' money to serve God. Jehovah-Jireh is in the habit of providing when and what He deems fit. Peace and blessings to you, in Christ Jesus, charis |