Subject: Am I wrong to think this? |
Bible Note: Hi CDBJ, God has done many things for me.. many of them even in the past few months. Honestly, until the past few months, I rarely prayed or practiced my beleif in god in any way. Then I came to realize that My life is going nowhere and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't figure out what I wanted to do with myself. So I started praying, and at first not much happened, then I one day realized that all my life I've had a passion for helping people and that I've always enjoyed working with children in particular. And there was my answer. So in the coming fall semester I will be attending school on a career path to youth outreach, with a primary goal of being accepted into the peace corp for a 2 year program. I've also become involved in many charities and volunteer programs, and been much happier with myself and much more driven with my life. In addition, when I once could not afford to pay my bills because my situation was so bad, after praying for the means to give what I owe, I have fell into a better job with more hours than I need to pay my debts. Even before all this, I know that god has been strong with me throughout my whole life, I never had a real father and I grew up in poverty, yet somehow, through all the hard times which I won't even go into detail about, my family always had what we needed, and looking back, I can not understand how we did except through god. So my answer is that god has done many things for me, and I never came close to deserving it, now I only hope that through the career I beleive he has guided me to I can do many things for him and for his children. God Bless You --Josh Armstrong |