Subject: help needed please .... |
Bible Note: The thing i am asking , is that i actively went and tried to find God .... and in the end I got the exact opposite .... however it has spurned lots of thought into the fact of eternity which although in the past i have not thought about it much ..... it has really given me a new aspect to life . I have never rejected Jesus , i have been a sinner though .... What happened is i prtayed and said God , should i leave my town and go pursue a certain interest of mine. 5 days later i was fired , so i left.. after 3 months of this and that i returned to my home town and asked God for a sign , just then a cross appeared on the side of the road , it was dark . ok so i decided to find God by doing an alpha course .... in the course i said i would go to hell to save one soul .... all i am wondering is if you try find God will you find god , or i suppose is the point of religion to search ? I do believe in God , Jesus and the Holy spirit ... but i think religiously i am in a bit of a mess at the moment and not to sure what to do ? |