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1 | Lost- backsliding; can't have kids | John 3:16 | GodStudent | 219734 | ||
I am not new to the Lord, or to this forum but I have been away for a very long time due to backsliding. Since I was 25, I began praying and trying to have babies. Now I'm 41 and still no children and it kills me every-single-month. It's gotten to the point I stopped going to baby showers no matter how close the person is to me, because I can't be there without crying. I can't shop for baby things without crying. I see a pregnant woman and I cry, and I'm starting to not like even being around kids. Yes my husband I have been tested, he's fine but I have a bent tube. But no one ever said I wouldn't be able to conceive, and if God were to just THINK it, I'd be pregnant, I truly believe this. I wish I could just hear from the Lord that it will happen one day because I'm running out of time physically. If He would just TELL me it will happen one day, I could patiently wait but I'm not hearing one way or the other. I desperately want to surrender the things I feel displease Jesus, but it's also my crutch. Today I found out once again I will be no one's mother, and I just broke down at work. I have no sisters or brothers so I'll never be a sibling, or aunt. And now it seems I'll never be a mother. I became clinically depressed, I take medication now to help. I feel I have no purpose what so ever in this miserable life, I truly I wish I wasn't even here anymore. I can't help my family with anything or anyone else for that matter. The only talent God gave me was singing, but things keep getting in the way of that so I'm not even doing that. It's like God doesn't WANT me to be anything more than a tax payer, but I have so much more I wish I could share. For years I tried to live a better life walking with Jesus, hoping and praying the entire time for kids, never happened. I became discouraged and went back to marijuana. Just marijuana nothing else not that makes much difference. I feel it helps take the pain of never getting pregnant away. It helps me not cry all the time when I see pregnant women or babies on tv. I'm asking for prayers, and scriptures that will help me because I know I need to be back in church like I used to be. I used to so love worshiping and praising, but now I feel so painfully abandoned by Jesus, like I'm the one person on this earth that has no purpose for being alive what so ever. I'm the one person God forgot about. Ok, in my mind I know this is not true, but this is how I feel in my heart. God gives kids to people that are trying to NOT get pregnant, my ex-sister in law had her tubes tied and STILL, got pregnant. He gives them to people that prostitute them out, abuse them, don't love them, never wanted them, and kill them. My husband and I have so much love, and would raise our kids to know the Lord, but for reasons only Jesus knows, that is the ONE thing I've asked for, that was never answered. It's not too late but I'm getting older and my body is changing. Yes we've been through fertility treatments, obviously they didn't work, and we went into debt trying. I feel maybe, just maybe God will grant my one wish if I could let go of the things that displease Him, but because I've tried that before and it still didn't happen I'm very discouraged and weak. The lying part of me says "why should you stop? You don't have anything else worthwhile going on may as well make yourself not feel the pain for a while". I KNOW this is a lie but I still can't help myself due to the pain. Please pray and send me scriptures before it's too late. I've cried out to God so many times, including today. I just feel God is not hearing me or listening, and hasn't for a very long time now. Please help! | ||||||
2 | Lost- backsliding; can't have kids | John 3:16 | CDBJ | 219742 | ||
Greetings and the Lord's best to you anyway, You say you are a believer in Christ? Do you believe God’s Word? Do you believe the following verse in God’s Word? Romans 8:28 And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose. “If” you believe that verse, try practicing the following two verses! Romans 12:1-2 I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service. 2And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God. It sounds like, from what you’ve said, that you are being lead by your emotions instead of having your mind transformed by God’s Word in order to prove God’s perfect will for your life. 1 Cor. 6:19 What? know ye not that your body is the temple of the Holy Ghost which is in you, which ye have of God, and ye are not your own? When you finally come to the realization of God’s will for your life you will be able to do the following. 1 Thes. 5:18 In every thing give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you. You “could” end up having a baby and be the most miserable person that has ever walked the face of this Earth!!! Who knows best, you or God? Do you really want God’s will for your life, or your will? Again: ------ Can you say as with Paul, “And we know? Romans 8:28 And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose. Notice it doesn’t say all things are good! CDBJ |
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3 | Lost- backsliding; can't have kids | John 3:16 | GodStudent | 219754 | ||
Thank you for your love. Yes I DO believe in God's word which is partly the reason I kept praying for kids. I prayed, tried to live right, and believed. Satan can get in our ears and heads and trick into thinking the wrong things. I feel this has happened to me but he caught me during a very bad time in my personal life, so I was already weak and vulnerable. You're right I could end up miserable with child. Something tells me God wouldn't do this to me though knowing how much this means to me. He created me, and He created me with a desire to be a mother to either my, or someone elses kids. I believe he put this in me for a reason, but reasons only He knows at this time. I think you're right when I realize God's purpose for my life which I have yet to learn, everything else will fall into place. In the mean time I will make more of an effort to have a good relationship with the Lord. I'll be at peace then I think. May God bless you and have happy holidays!!! | ||||||
4 | Lost- backsliding; can't have kids | John 3:16 | stjohn | 219755 | ||
Good morning Ma'am, and welcome to the forum. You know I just couldn't help but jump in here and say something. I recently (about 9 months) started to run a soup kitchen where I feed the homeless and underprivileged, three times a week I put anywhere from 45 to 85 meals on the table. And God has also given me the opportunity to witness to them as well. One thing I was not expecting to happen was, I began to fall in love with each and every one of them, as if they were my own children. Even though most of them are grown adults, I still view them as my own family, and I care for them in any and every way I can. late in my life I was saved by God's grace, and it was not long after that that I began to wish I had a large family, and I mean large, like bringing in about 40 kids and a school bus to get them around in. Of course when I'd voice this wish to my aging wife, it didn't go very far. Anyway, God has given me that family along with all the heartache that goes along with it, and believe me, there are not a few nights that I go without sleep for worry and for the sake of there souls I pray heartily day and night. So if you want a family, go out and get involved, but don't be surprised if you fall in love and feel all the heartache that goes with it. God bless In Him John |
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