Bible Question (short): Am i a thistle? |
Question (full): I think i have been doing and writing things that makes me a false prophet. Reading 2nd peter about men who come with dangerous theories. Making the weak in faith even more weak (?). It scares me, but why did he write so accurate about these men? Is there a chance for me after denying my lord twice? I use drugs during any hour of the day. Im an alcoholic and an addict. Its harder than hell to stop these things. But i can clearly see how glorious Jesus Christ is. Can he save me and change me before the final fire... or what ever. How can you not love Jesus? But married couple argue sometimes, even if they love one another with all their hearts. :) Peter says that if people do certain things they will never fall. Im clearly not one of them. But Jesus can also scare me to be honest. Paul writes that He is not weak towards you but powerful amongst you. (2nd corinthians) im translating myself but ya'll probably know what verse this is. My life just seems so pointless when im sober... most of the time. And the desire to get high is so strong sometimes that all i can do is give in. Its sometimes the only thing left. It seems like the only christian group that i can connect with and be a part of is Jehovas Witnesses. There, the only thing i do is learn and i always keep my mouth shut when i see something in the bible that i think is interesting. Or something that i can connect with. My teacher is a great man with the most knowledge on the bible of all the people i know and listen to. I love him allot. I sometimes feel like im on the edge of being eternally lost. Any encouraging words would be welcome. With love (i try and hope) Ranger North. |