Subject: If I commit suicide, can I go to heaven? |
Bible Note: Thank you all. I have Bipolar Disorder and have not had a high for many months but the depression has been killing me, so to speak. If only it would. I was baptized with the Holy Spirit just two weeks ago. Since then, I have felt God's presence strong when I talk with Him. I allways cry when I am with Him. Am I allowed to talk with you guys or must I ask questions? Should I go to the forum? I do not have three dimensional friends now. I am just beginning a divorce after thirty years and deathly afraid of being alone, so I inappropriately disclose on the internet. I'm sorry for that. I just trust everyone, especially God's children like you guys. I have tried to kill myself about five times since my breakdown three years ago. I am afraid I will try again after being alone for six months. |