Bible Question (short): Why do I feel like God is teasing me? |
Question (full): I am 19 years old and really need some help. I have always wanted to be a mother, ever since I was a child. I have never had any success with men, and the only kind of men that seem to enjoy me are not at all the kind of man I should be with. I have never had a boyfriend, and the only real relationship I had with a guy who was a big time Christian turned out to be devastating and depressing, because he lied to me and was with another girl three days before my birthday and hurt me deeply. I really cared for and liked this person, and he rejected all of me. I recently have moved on, and met someone else who I found very intriguing and have a lot in common with. But now, he won't talk to me even after a deligtful 10 hour date, and doesn't seem at all interested in me anymore. I feel very rejected and hurt again. Please, someone help me understand why I always feel so down and disappointed and feel like God just doesn't like me. I have no friends, and no one understands me. I feel ridiculed when I try to talk about my spiritual desires and questions, and I don't even want to have feelings or talk to any person anymore, for they all just bring me heartache. I am miserable, and I don't know why God does this to me. I have always tried my very best to be a good girl, all my life. I live to make people happy, and thrive off of making people smile. But I don't know how much longer I can live this way. I am very sad, and very confused. If God knows my heart's desire to love someone and have a family, then why won't he give me that? |
Up | Down View Branch | ID# 225735 | ||
Questions and/or Subjects for Bible general Archive 4 | Author | ||
|
legsrandall | ||
|
gfjhj | ||
|
chrisie | ||
|
Luna1991 | ||
|
ariel levin | ||
|
BradK | ||
|
kadesh | ||
|
humility | ||
|
azurelaw | ||
|
idjd | ||
|
grandparf | ||
|
zeze |