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Question (full): I vowed to one thing, gave my word to another. I vowed to all life, to end sufferages. I gave my word to raise my son to his fullest potiential. But I've been stumbling. Here's what I have lost and why. I became the Star of David threw the story of my life I entitled, "The Beast." I went threw a period of questioning everything. Note; that I still have been unanswered specifically, but I gained reasoning. I became sensible. However consulting with other individuals, friends or family I'm viewed as incoherient and not understood. My thoughts have depthened beyound common individuals at a subject not offered threw school. My minds stuck on preserving our heaven Earth before its neglected to hell. Simply put, I'm trying to do the imposible and save the world. But I lost everything; credibility, although I never recieved the chance to prove an idea which was looked down appon. I believe that I am not only but that star of David predicted threw time. I lift my self up day to day with the question of doubt. The question of doubt society installed into me. I resorted to the preachings of the stories within the Bible. Scary the worlds mind set when my son's mother, a pationate purple lover leaves me after I disclosed honesty of my strive. I told her secrets I should have never said. Important secrets. Crutial to not be said secrets. My name. An accepted name could guide a person every day assisting to a strive. My name is the prevention for my name. But no one could understand my words do to their commitments or their approach in life. My question is; how come I throw my life away by labeling myself to this strive. My son with out me could become a social outcast and I see that occuring. He needs my guidance. He also lives a state away. I have no licience. No job. No friends. My family wants to abandond me. But I still hold. I'm in school full time to learn of international studies, ecology, and social diversity. I'm trying to comunicate better. In doing so over time I'm sacrificing my own thoughts. I used to realize what must be done to save the world, now becoming diluted. I think I went down the wrong path to be socially accepted. I was sick of feeling with out me the world would literly go to hell. A worry I can't shake. But Now I believe I must abandon my education. Should I? I'm losing everything, everything! I read in the bible parts of scriptures. Of those parts I Don't see how people could live by this and not understand a word I say. You shouldn't kill. This being the direct cause of over population and the polution which comes with the growth of population. I used to work at a slaughter house, 10,000 head a shift, two shifts a day. We breed and house our prey to eat. I would have never dreamed of killing as a diet. This has been introduced to me threw society at birth. As the population growth is neglected I would depreciate my giving of offspring allowing to a deflation. Whites, Blacks, Asian no matter, will suffer. Not to the question of when but will. Will it occur; if we could sacrifice our sexual desires limiting the number of children we concieve? I will be questioned as that devil by the end of my life, only due to the nature of my name. Not David but my accepted name. What I will do is shake the world to accuallity threw government, song, past, present, installed in us all we have the visions to predict. Could you see Jon (right handed) and John (left handed). Two Dogs. Three Johns. Ugly(my bass). iron horse (my right handed guitar). S.O.B. (my left handed guitar). A team of Davids. I remember being born. I remembered the sight of the first light my eyes seen. I love life. I wish no sufferages occur. It may all end. So is there a magical place called heaven or is this heaven we have been neglecting? No matter what; What view could save earth? With out war, is there a story which could persuade all to strive together for the same goal? Is our goal to preserve and protect the future for everything and our children? What is humanities potiential. To humanities fullest potientials are we all apart of god? We are. I'm tired of talking like this, it doesn't sound normal. I wish to be normal. I'm tired of feeling as that king. What makes a king in my mind? A dedicated strive, influencing anothers path, diverting from harm. Help correct me if I'm confused. Religious people are waccos, but religion sets guidence. So To the Church- Don't preach, use the church as the center of a community to get to know each individual and assist to the needy, and financially grant equality to those members willing to sacrifice to that life style, a lifestyle of equil service and equil pay, service of utility (the knowhow to perform the odd jobs). I'm a retard |
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