Bible Question (short): Have I lost salvation - any hope? |
Question (full): I have sinned against God AFTER accepting Jesus into my heart by marrying two different men. My first husband led me to believe that he was headed in the same direction as me...I was young and naive at the time. Years later I fell in love with another man and told my husband. I moved out and had sex with this man prior to marriage. He is a Mormon. We are now married. Have I lost my salvation? I love my husband dearly and fear that I have made God so mad that I'm no longer saved. Some might say that since I did these things that I was NEVER saved, but I honestly don't believe that. However, in the bible it says something like "be careful not to lose your salvation". If I have lost my salvation, is there any "way" to get it back? I have recently started going back to church on a regular basis and have been involved with the members a lot more. I know that what I did was wrong, but still followed my sinful desires (unfortunately). I don't know if the Spirit is convicting me of this, if I'm convicting myself, or if the devil is giving me a guilt trip. Please help! I feel lost, ashamed, and don't know what to do. Sometimes I wish I were dead. Also, my family is making it difficult for me. I know that there are consequences for sin, but I can't take back what I've already done. Like I said, I do love my husband. Am I supposed to divorce him to show true repentence? Please advise. Thanks! dat |