Subject: Divorce and drug abuse |
Bible Note: Thank you so much for your reply and for lifting me up in prayers, I am in a Bible based church where I am constantly being prayed over and counseling has already been in progress. As I had mentioned previously, I have been married four times, the 1.) was at a very young age, and was not fully matured, much more I was not walking in Christ. All about that marriage was wrong,. I married to escape my home environment which was not a pleasant home environment. 2. Second marriage was so wrong as well, as I ended up marrying a man that was using illegal drugs. 3.Marriage a marriage of 12 years, but up until he placed his hand on my minor child, and the continued emotional abuse, that I decided, I could not take any more of that life,,I decided to get out of that marriage. I am a woman that has bad choice in relationships with men,. I am so eager to marry, as my desire is to be a married woman, to serve God and to be a woman on faith,. I am a true believer in Christ. However, my fourth marriage, again, I am married to a man who is on prescription drugs and he abuses his meds. I have dealt with his terrible mood swings, his irrational behaviors and his actions have become un bearable. I am constantly reminded of my previous divorces just to make me feel like I am useless.. I have a hard time living with my husband, and I am so lost and confused about whether or not, I should terminate this marriage,. I am currently enrolled in a Celebrate recovery program, which is a program to help those who needs healing, and that I surrender to God to continue this 12 weeks recovery program, so I can be healed of all my brokenness. Thank you again for your reply and prayers. |