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Personal profile for user screen name: Faith_Hope_Love_Peace I dont want to share too much at this point because I dont trust things like putting personal info. on the web for others to see. I will grant the knowledge of part of my history.I am still a teen in high school, I was raised in church and became a christain when I was young. I have loved my church that I am in with my family but recently I have found myself dreading the days and nights when I have to go there. How this all came about was long in coming for me but a few things really got the ball rolling for me. I have a boyfreind that I am very close to and have been with since August 2006. We met in early July and talked for a while to get to know each other before we decided to try to date. We love each other dearly and we enjoy every moment we have together. We go to his church where he was raised in every chance we get which is not often and I have recently wanted to transfer to his. I love going there and I feel at 'home' when Im there. My parents would not agree to this change however, they would blame it all on the fact that my boyfreind attends there. Before we met I was a bad christain, I was still saved but I was so far away from God I didnt think of Him at all. I would just go through my day and do what I wanted and hang out with and date whomever I liked. I met my boyfreind and he helped me get back on my feet, he made me realize my faults and took me away from my terrible past. Ever since then he has continued to help me and guide me as best he can and we work together. We both agree and really believe that God made us meet the way we did so that we could save each other in a way. But he has really saved me from my own self. Since we got together I have been working on my relationship with Christ and getting better. But I still have a long way to go. I feel held down right now because of my church and I feel as though I can not get close to God. I feel cut off and almost shunned by some of the people at my curch ever since my boyfriend started attending church with me. (The above information has been submitted by the author for use solely by the StudyBibleForum.com) |